Gather ye rose-buds while ye may;Old Time is still a-flying;
And this same flower that smiles today,
Tomorrow will be dying.
- Robert Herrick
I’m feeling a bit flat today.. mentally. Physically – I’m feeling pretty good and proud of myself. I’ve been on the stationary bike and the treadmill this week. The treadmill used to hurt my back – but this time I found myself just breezing along on it 
yeah.. it is starting to make a difference!!! I have some blood work coming up – and I’m scared to death the numbers won’t be acceptable. 
we will see I guess.
yeah.. it is starting to make a difference!!! I have some blood work coming up – and I’m scared to death the numbers won’t be acceptable. we will see I guess.
I’m pretty homesick lately I can’t seem to shake it – I miss home.. I’ve sat and cried on more than one occasion about it. I used to be sad because financially I was unable to visit home – but now – physically it would be almost impossible to do so. At least right now anyway. I want to have faith that things will change.. but my illnesses are not ones that will ever get any better… so faith is a little far fetched.
